Archive for July 25th, 2008

content. 07.25.08

July 25, 2008

Today, as I sit at my desk organizing little A’s number flash cards, I am content. With the woman that I am inside. And outside. I am happy to have my needs met where I am. I have aspirations and goals, but today they are not standing in the way of my peace and joy. [...]

Maybe I’m selfish

July 25, 2008

But when I’m 70 years old (if I am so blessed), my children will be good and middle aged. My oldest will have gray hairs coming in here and there. But paying money for IVF (not to mention going through egg harvesting and implantation AND hormones) so I can have a kid? Who I have [...]